| With my foot on your neck, I finally have you right where I want you... |
[25 Jul 2005|02:58pm] |
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Summer ‘05 has been going pretty well. New York was A-M-A-ZING! Seriously, I had no idea how much I’d love the city. I met KIP from Napoleon Dynamite! It was pretty tight. Kenzie’s 2nd birthday was very goodddd.
And....I GOT A PUPPY!!! Kenzie named her Lola and she's the greatest...
Meet Lo... She's pretty tight
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| I saw a movie, it just wasn't the same. It was happy and I was sad. It made me miss you oh so bad. |
[30 Jun 2005|08:30pm] |
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This summer seems to be passing by so quickly and I think it’s beginning to scare me. One trip down and a few to go. So much has happened. Some things, I wish to forget. Others, I hope would never have ended. I think this summer will be focused on growth and change. New people and new places, only a few of the “new’s” in my life. I leave in a few days for New York. I think this will be a test for me. We’ll see if I pass or not. 9 days is an awfully long time. All that this basically translates to is: I’ll be needing a lot of phonecalls and text messages until the 12th. I don’t even think I can imagine how homesick I’ll be. I’ll miss you all and I’ll miss California most of all. Longest time away from the coast EVER. I’ll be home soon, I promise.
::PeaceLove&EternalSunshine::
<3AlexandraElizabethSpaulding
p.s. JULY 2nd IS MY GIRLFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY. IloveLindsayLohan, Geezeee.
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| Come stand a little bit closer. Breathe in and get a bit higher. You'll never know what hit you. |
[09 Jun 2005|08:41pm] |
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Today at 10:00 a.m., Summer '05 officially began...
Summer=what I need right now.
California, may I always be yours and you always mine. =]
I found my old Savage Garden CD and um, I'm in love...again
Season II of Laguna starts on July 25th and season I is on dvd in July. Who's excited?
::PeaceLove&EternalSunshine::
<3AlexandraElizabethSpaulding.
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| Today's my birthday and I get one every yearrr.... |
[06 Jun 2005|05:08pm] |
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Today, I'm sixteeeeeen.
....weird
Thanks for everything today, you guys. I appreciate it so much more than you all know.
I love you all SO much.
::Peace, Love & Eternal Sunshine::
<3AlexandraElizabethSpaulding.
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| Forever young, I want to be forever young...Do you really want to live forever? |
[30 May 2005|09:24pm] |
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“I guess when you’ve just been shot and your husband’s dead you look for a friend in
whoever is there to hand you a Tylenol with codeine.”
(The Bean Trees)
One of the best quotes... It's so true... Countless times over, my friends have been the only things holding me together. This weekend, it stands so true. I spent 3 days with the best people. Friday, I had my reunion with Cam and Todd. We had a pretty good night. Saturday- bbq at Amanda&Seth's...Then, Todd, Alyssa, Sinjin and I went out. I'll admit it, it was pretty tight. Sunday & today were REALLY good. Yesterday, Chelsea Taylor and I had the ultimate reunion. Drew&Ryan got us and we went out...Some fun stuffff. Todd slept here. We woke up and went to breakfast and stuff. It made me so ready fro summer. I can't wait. It's ridiculous. With that in mind, MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ONE WEEK. Strange feelings. I don't know. 16's big...I mean, BIG. I guess I'm supposed to be excited, but I don't know. I don't wanna grow up. Whatever, it's been a good week and I hope it'll be a quick week... I love you all <3
::You know you love me::
<3 AlexandraElizabethSpaulding.
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I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now…
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding…
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding…
There are many things that I would like to say to you,
but I don't know how
Because maybe…
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all, you're my wonderwall…
It’s funny, when I drove down PCH tonight, I cried… I really couldn’t understand what was wrong. Maybe I’m just emotionally drained. For the 1st time in my life, even the place that makes me my happiest, made me cry. They weren’t sad tears…just tears
Kinda weird to think about all that’s gone on in life. I guess the more and more I think about it, I just realize how if it weren’t for a small handful of people, I really wouldn’t be okay… I didn’t know I could love any of you as much as I do. It’s almost comforting that through it all, I still love you all [not that I ever wouldn‘t]. Thanks for being the ones to save me. ( There are many things that I would like to say to you, but I don't know how )
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| When things just don't feel the same anymore... |
[07 May 2005|11:35pm] |
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I've come to realize that the things I used to have fun doing just aren't fun anymore. I've lost interest in almost everything. I find myself lacking in so many areas. I don't know if I'm sick. And what if I am?
Today, my parents asked me to go to dinner with them, I told them I couldn't. They left, reluctantly, and I found myself in tears ripping eveything off my walls. I decided I was gonna repaint my room. A few minutes later, I started talking to myself. But I really think I was talking to God or someone who was listening. I wonder if I'm doing this to erase the past or start a new future. I turned off my music and was walking through my house. It's a rare occasion that I find myself in complete silence. It was the strangest feeling. Once again, I foudn myself talking to someone. I asked why all this was happening. I don't understand life. I want my best friend to be okay. I want Todd's mom to get better. I want everything to go back to normal. It's just not normal. We're kids. We're not supposed to be like this.
...I just want to be okay
<3
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Pressure!
Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets
Under Pressure...
I'm not so sure about you, but the daily pressures have gotten to me so badly that I have failed to recognize how wonderful life is... Just this week, in a nutshell, was overwhelming. I don't even really know why. It just really was too much. I guess this kind of just made it so real to me. ...Go&download that song from iTunes for a donation of $.01+. The money goes to a Tsunami Relief Fund. God bless.
( Stolen from Linds )
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| But today I've wasted away, for today is on my mind... |
[03 Apr 2005|05:01pm] |
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Spring break's...OVER. It went by SO quickly.
As you all already know, Something Corporate was amazing. It was great.
On Thursday, I went to The Taste of Chaos in Long Beach. Seth took me. It was fun and we got up to the front during My Chemical Romance and The Used. I was 1 of about 20 girls. It was the biggest concert ever at LBA(14,000 people), but it was ALL guys. MCR was really good. The Used was the greatest performance I've ever seen. Of course, being in the front, I got hit in the head during The Used's set and had to get out. I've never felt that intense of heat in my life. It was insane and when I got hurt, I couldn't stand it. Overall, it was so fun.
Friday- Me, V, Renee, Jeff went out. Emma and Kevin met up with us. It was actually a really fun night. I was so proud of Renee. :)
Next weekend is the retreat...I still haven't decided if I'm going. I'm leaning more towards not going.
One upside to Spring Break being over, Summer's that much closer...THANK GOD
::you know you love me::
<3 AlexandraElizabethSpaulding.
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| ::I won't stop til I find u and u are with me cause by now, I know u better than u know urself:: |
[26 Mar 2005|10:41am] |
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Someone pinch me. Honestly, I can't even put words to how amazing the concert was. The whole show was just wonderful. Syndicate, Roundabout, and Melee were all really good. Something Corporate was purely amazing. I cried. WHAT CONCERT DO I NOT?! "Konstantine" came on and yeahhhh, you know the drill. Afterwards, I got the set of lyrics off Andrew's piano. After waiting, we (Jenna and I) walk over and see Andrew. He was so sweet. We left and went for a walk/run on the beach. my jeans were so sandy that I had to take them off...IN FRONT OF LIKE 12,000 FISHERMEN! &When I shook my jeans, all my stuff fell out and Jenna just LAUGHED at me! I made her come and get my stuff. I was not about to stand up with pants. The whole night was great. Andrew McMahon, thanks for completing my first Something Corporate show. And I think I've decided to skip design school. I think I wanna go to Pepperdine, now.
::You know you love me::
<3 Alexandra Elizabeth Spaulding.
 ...Unbelievable
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| shout out, don't drown the sound |
[25 Mar 2005|03:41pm] |
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i'm leaving for the something corporate show right now.... vsdbhjuiesdhvcsdkgv
i'll update about it laterrrrr.
WOWWWWWW
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| Consider this your warning.. |
[17 Mar 2005|09:09pm] |
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Warning ::Incubus:: |
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Bat your eyes, girl..
Be otherworldly...
Count your blessings...
Seduce a stranger...
What’s so wrong
with being happy?
Kudos to those who
see through sickness...
Over and over and over and over.
She woke in the morning,
She knew that her life
had passed her by..
She called out a warning..
Don’t ever let life pass you by!
I suggest we learn to love ourselves
before it’s made illegal..
When will we learn?
When will we change?
Just in time to see it all come down.
Those left standing will make millions
writing books on ways it should have been..
She woke in the morning..
She knew that her life had passed her by..
She called out a warning..
Don’t ever let life pass you by..
Floating in this cosmic jacuzzi,
we are like frogs oblivious to the water starting to boil..
Now I flinch and
we all float face down..
She woke in the morning..
She knew that her life had passed her by..
She called out a warning..
Don’t ever let life pass you by! .....Think about it.... Oh, and I love you all.
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| You might wanna hurry... because tonight is THE night! |
[04 Mar 2005|11:32pm] |
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Bubble.Pop.Electric ::Gwenny Gwen Gwen:: |
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Well... I know, I've disappeared AGAIN, but I'm back.. School's going relatively well. Life's relatively good. Alot's happened lately, but I'm really doing okay.
1st of all, March 7th marks a year since I met my best friend. Honestly, I couldn't ask for anyone better.
Julian- I love you so much. You're such a blessing to me and I wouldn't know how to survive without you. I really wish I'd waited to give you your letter on Monday, but uhhhh... early's good, too! "1 year of memories. 365 days of laughter. 8,760 hours of smiling. 25,600 minutes of knowing you. 31,536,000 seconds of loving you. For all these things and more, thank you. I love you more than you will ever know." My lil' emo, cookie-eating best friend... I love you
Meagan- WOW! Well, I just have to say thanks for being you. I love you so much. I really don't know what I'd do without you. hahaha. i loved your reaction the other day, CLASSIC! I love you! Feel better!
My 2 lil' birthday girls, Chels and Sarah! I love you guys! Chels- I love you SO much. I think I'd go insane without you.
...I think things are finally falling into place
P.S. I dyed my hair dark red last night.... Not so sure about it
OH! and BTW, I managed to get myself sick tonightttt.... Greatttt
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| There's a good kind of pain, an insane kind of sane, when I'm around you. |
[13 Feb 2005|10:58pm] |
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This one's to you... you, the one reading this...
It's really for everyone, but you, in particular:
I love you...with all my heart
There's so many times where I'd like to scream it...
So many times I've screamed...
All those times have been overcome by the simple times where I hear you and laugh...
The lies, the pain, the drama, the hurt, the shortlived antipathy...
The laughs, the hugs, the songs, the dances, the stories, the memories...
Which will you let be more important?
Valentine's Day is a day to celebrate the people you love... Now, I wanna present you with a challenge:
Make everyday a Valentine's Day.
Well, with that said, tell me who YOU love.
::You know you love me::
<3AlexandraElizabethSpaulding&Lindsay Lohan. (BTW, she's my valentineee. :])
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| ::Just a small town girl, Living in a lonely world... Took the midnight train going anywhere:: |
[31 Jan 2005|08:23pm] |
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::Don't Stop Believin:: Journey |
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comment & i'll tell you:
1. Which song reminds me of you
2. Which celebrity/public/fictional person you remind me of, either personality-wise or looks-wise.
3. One word that i associate with you when I think of you
4. Which color(s) i associate with you.
This is the CUTEST baby in the entire world.... No one can argue... She's the best
Oh yeahhhh and in case I don't update before Valentine's Day, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! <3
{notice what Kenzie's wearing.. lol}
::You know you love me::
<3 Alexandra Elizabeth Spaulding.
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| Vous savez que vous m'aimez..! |
[08 Jan 2004|10:03pm] |
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"the hookup" (miss britney spears) |
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comment to be added. <3 ::*muah*::
**you know you love me**
<3 Alexandra Elizabeth Spaulding.
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| These boots are made for walking and that's just what they'll do.. <3333 |
[17 Aug 2003|05:54pm] |
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"these boots are made for walking" (operation ivy) |
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this is alexXx's el jay.. I REGRET TO INFORM YOU THAT THIS LIVEJOURNAL IS NOW FRIENDS ONLY. THANK YOU. yes, so comment your lil heart away and maybe i'll add you.. <333 okay, well i love you all.. <33333333 ::*muah*::
**you know you love me**
<3 alexXx
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